A phone call from late Wednesday night:

“I am so sorry for everything.  So sorry.  I am so sorry for ruining us, sorry for treating you the way I did, sorry for fucking up our lives.  I wanted you to be the mother of my children and I fucked it up, and you never deserved any of that.  You deserve so much better.  With everything.  I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness or understanding, but please believe that if I could do the past five years over, I would be good enough for you.  I regret so much.  I am so sorry for everything.”